我不想说，是因为我曾受过伤害；
我不想写，是因为我觉得我活得很累。
见字如见人，我不想用我的伤感来感染别人；
那是一种肤浅，不理智的表现。
有泪往里流，有苦自己担。
人，总是要学会坚强，在逆境中成长。
如今的我，做人不想再天真。
面对今天的浮躁社会，
还是学会坦然对待一切。
从此，我不再需要文字来表达；
不再需要别人的同情和怜悯。
因为，我的心，已封闭。

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Today, I woke up to beautiful messages from my friends. Thousand miles away, yet they never fail to remind me to be patient with my health conditions, and other things which bother me recently. Insha Allah dears, sometimes I myself have forgotten on how much blessings He has showered and bestowed upon me. And there are days when I forgot to start with Bismillah; end with Alhamdulillah; appreciate with Subhan'Allah; and hope with Insha'Allah. And I have forgotten that there are hidden blessings in the hardships Allah gives. O Allah, I am sorry.

To my dear friends, thank you for holding my hands and helping me getting into Jannah. May Allah bless beautiful souls of yours, dear friends. :'

It hits me hard, to the deepest core of my being, making me ponder upon the days which has passed by. Am I good enough to be granted Jannah for my lifeafter? Am I really chasing for akhirah instead of duniya?